Still not really aviable?
Yes thats true.
I was quite busy lately, since school fucked up my brain. I complained a lot at my closest friends for the problems at my school. Mostly was organisation stuff, rest was about the teachers, i think a lot came because i just freaked out about the most thing. When anger is swallowed down, at some point it will be puked out in the end. I needed some rest after that kind of hard time, even though most is not over. Still, i will be mostly away until 10th of december. Until my Oral English Finals.
Inside the last days i took gaming as my ventile for anger and madness and it seemed to work. Since i had a day off, i finally found some real rest.
And yes, the bomb on my school way needed to be detonated. In fact, its the reason i had a day free. In fact, this was bomb Nr. 176 for my town and more then 1/4 of the inhabitants got evacuated. I'm curious how it went, and how the place will look, since its right on my daily way to school.
But thats not really what i wanted to talk about. Something better happened: I will be able to Livestream.
No, i don't mean Join.me livestreams, but real Livestreams with Audio. I checked it out together with a good friend of mine and found out, that my Pc will allow it. Which means: I can offer finally the little bonus of music or even my voice to it. I will see how it will end, which will be better. Livestream of Join.me - both works and future will tell what will be used by me in the future.
Additionally i overlooked a lot of the critique i got. Some really made me (pointless) depressed, some made me feel mad, some made me think. In the end i found out that i still need to experiment with my ways of doing. It can happen that my pictures will be mixed inside the future and look maybe all different. That will have to do with my experimenting on coloring and shading. I need to learn so much...
And for the end... i can't wait for the 10th December. I will party hard when this day is over. I will party so much, and after that finally take cake for the left things. Comissions, Feedbacks, comments... if i don't find the mood for it right now, i am sorry. I am a bit selfish in that thing now and take more care for myself then working if nothing is forcing me right now. Yep, i am a lazy bitch, since my work force is concentrated on school