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My right arm/ancle just started to hurt inside the last days. It was nothing special for me - happens from time to time when overdoing it with something. I grew used to that kind of pain, so i gave my hand a rest and saw if it would stop again soon.
Its getting partly numb sometimes, feels like someone is stabbing it with at least 5 daggers and it feels thick and swollen. Partly, the pain goes up to the whole arm.
I went to the doctor with that and now it was diagnosed with carpal tunnel syndrome.
To be honest i am not surprised, though it was my worst nightmare.
For special so "shortly" before my work.
Thank godness i'm living around a big city so i had several neurologists around here. The one on the country offered me to come to them around November. Now i found one who will look at it at the end of september.
Until then i have to wait and to see to not make it worser.
My mum forbid me any drawing, but didn't took my wacom away from me yet. I just hope she won't, since there are at least 4 drawings up to go. Mainly because they are comissions.
I will finish them, after that i will hand my mum the tablet over. At least as long as i don't get any pain meds-
If it comes hard, i will have to live without drawing for around 3 months, maybe 4. Halfly because of the waiting time for the doc, halfly because i probably will be operated at the hand and afterwards i am not allowed to do anything more then "lifting a cup" for several weeks to heal it up.
For my luck, germany has that i won't need to pay all of this. Because we have
So all which is left is the time to get this shit done.
I needed some time to realize this,
and i even got depressed at it for some part. Just like Sera said,
"this is my signed Death warrant."
But it dosn't mean that i can rise again afterwards just like a phenix of the ash.
" Es ist nicht deine Schuld, dass die Welt ist, wie sie ist.
Es wär nur deine Schuld, wenn sie so bleibt.
Weil jeder, der die Welt nicht verändern will, ihr Todesurteil unterschreibt!"